好久没有码字写日志了

梦似而后
好久没有码字写日志了。大概一年了吧！
我不是很真切的记得过去发生过什么记忆深刻的事情了。朦朦得似厚重的剪梦一样。过去一年多的充实单调的生活，真像一段漫长而又繁杂的个人传记。记录着杂乱而简单的某一阶段的生活。我已不知道过去那时候有过的梦想和目标，和点滴思考。似水一样波纹之后又恢复平静，看不出发生了什么变化。这就是庸人的生活吧！庸人的生活可能就是，每天上班就上班，睡觉就睡觉，对生活和未来没什么规划，着眼于当下那一刻的自由和悠闲。
我不知道，该怎么评价现在和过往的生活，我知道要一步一个脚印慢慢渡。一些朋友也曾说过什么，我记得。但我心里有改变现状和改变生活的一股隐藏的力量，只是还没被激活而已。我也不知道怎么去理解和评价自己。说复杂也复杂，说简单也简单。可能更多的趋于自己内心深处灵魂的驱动。内心过于复杂，外在看起来简单。只能说，内在和外在沟通的桥梁不够畅达，也就是缺乏表达能力。我所思考就是一个没有边际的主题，旁证侧引来思考和忧虑我现在内心深处的想法。怎么样去克服一些不着边际的暗示和臆想，并且去思考一个关于自己切身的最终极的真相。
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嘘，低调。

这个不太了解啊~。。。